Morning of...

Well...here it is! I've been thinking about it for years. Realistically dreaming about it for months. And officially dreading it for hours!! I'm so nervous, but truth be told, my excitement far out weighs my nervousness! I have a little time before I leave to go pick up Markee. I didn't sleep well last night and am ready very early...surprise, surprise! So, what am I wearing? A new top that I bought for this and the 4th of July. It's a brown/beigey baby doll-ish top, purchased at Blossom. And some killer jeans, also purchased at blossom. I've decided not to kid anyone there and to totally be 100% myself because if I do well, then myself will come out sooner or later, and why not sooner! So....no heels (at least for now, that could change), just sporting my shortness. No contacts (mostly because I lost one in the pool and have no other choice), no hours spent on straightening my hair, it's as curly and wild as can be, and no makeup. Haha, just kidding about the makeup part. I said I wanted to be myself, not scare people! Anyway...I suppose I'll try to have some toast and yogurt, I can't even eat breakfast at 8a.m. much less at 3a.m! Anyway...you've officially heard from me the day of my American Idol audition! Let's hope the next post isn't written through my tears!